Michael Posner is an American singer and song writer whom the weight of his album success lay heavily on him. He was unable to deal the spotlight, he had to result to drug usage, which resulted in depression.
His career began in 2009 when he released a mixtape that he had recorded in his college dorm room on iTunesU. Shortly after its release, “A Matter of Time” hit Number 1 on iTunesU
On his 37 birthday the singer revealed in a post that he took a break from stardom to walk across the US When fame left him feeling empty, but had to document the difference between his 26-year-old and the 37-year-old who does not look to anyone validation of his person, however had to build relationships with people who matter most in his life.
In his words: “on my 26th birthday, i wrote I Took A Pill in Ibiza…11 years ago. The song became popular several years after i wrote it.
“This year I celebrated my 37th birthday. I feel proud to look at the song lyrics and know that NONE of them are true anymore. I’ve grown into a completely new man…one that i’m proud of. check this out…
“26: 1 took a pill in Ibiza to show Avicii I was cool and when I finally got sober, felt 10 years older, but fuck it, it was something to do
“37: i love myself more than ever, no longer do shit that harms my body to try to get people to like me
“26: I’m living out in LA, I drive a sports car just to prove I’m a real big baller ’cause I made a million dollars and I spend it on girls and shoes
“37: donated massive jordan collection, drive 4runner, don’t need to prove anything to anyone other than God, love myself. If i buy myself something nice, it’s because i love myself and i deserve it, not because i’m trying to prove to others i’m good enough.
“26: But you don’t wanna be high like me Never really knowing why like me You don’t ever wanna step off that roller coaster and be all alone
“37: not even close to alone. spent a decade creating a community of the most loving high powered friends in the world. massive investment into relationship with my mom and sister… best it’s ever been. relationship with God is on a whole new level.
“26: You don’t wanna ride the bus like this Never knowing who to trust like this You don’t wanna be stuck up on that stage singing All I know are sad songs, sad songs
“37: i am the happiest i have ever been in my life and have sustained faith love and joy mindset for over a year and am not going back.
“26: I’m just a singer who already blew his shot I get along with old timers ‘Cause my name’s a reminder of a pop song people forgot
“37: walked across America, climbed Everest, became inspiring to myself first, as a byproduct became inspiring to others.
“26: And I can’t keep a girl, no ‘Cause as soon as the sun comes up I cut ’em all loose and work’s my excuse But the truth is I can’t open up
“37: overcame my fear of intimacy and old patterns, worked though the pain of my previous breakups, recognized how much having a wife and family would actually mean to me, got the best help, did the inner work, and now I’m in the healthiest and most beautiful relationship I’ve ever had.
“26: All I know are sad songs, sad songs
“37: i know sadness and pain very well, i also know how i overcame/overcome it. it is my duty to teach others to do the same. I know sad songs, but i also know redemptions songs, songs of freedom, songs of faith, and songs of devotion
“i love you. If you’re going through shit right now, keep going, you have no idea how good your life may be in 10 years. in gratitude, mp”
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